helpmelose80lb

Yah Right! I have been way too busy. I need to close a pampered chef show and clean my house. But I don’t even think I will get to those until I am done watching the neighbors kids. Or it might have to wait until tomorrow.So today I will have a total of 5 kids in my house. Three 6, one 5 and a nine month old. But I do need to sweep and vacuum real quick before they get here.

 I have been doing will eating right Lots of fruit and veggies. My exercise time has been cut short since the kids have been out of school, Because my 6 year olds always think they NEED something. And with there dad gone since Monday I have been trying my best. This week I managed to get my but on the elliptical three times. not that great but at least I made it there.

Well gotta go clean up. I hope I will make it on here later today.

There are so many things I want to say here that I would never say to my friends that I can see. I guess I don’t want them to know how I really feel about myself.

I have always been heavy in my adult life. Around 196, it wasn’t until recently with my new job that I ballooned. I didn’t get a job that I am sitting around all day in fact I move quite a bit. I got a job at a small wine and beer store and had to try a lot of wine and beer to learn. now I have found that there is wine and beer that I like. so I drink a little more than I used to. two maybe three times a week I will have one or two glasses. that is a lot more from the one drink every three or four weeks.

The problem! I need to drink for work. We have the best selection on wine and beer in our area, and I need to know about it. I cant just open a bottle and leave 99% there. I guess I will have to figure that out later. I just need to lose weight now and I will worry about drinking later.

 So I am down 2 pounds in 2 days. I have been trying and successfully accomplishing the cabbage soup diet. I think I will be have more success if I can stick to this strict diet. Then when I switch to WW it will be a breeze, because I can eat anything I want just in moderation. That has always been my problem, moderation!

I was getting my hair cut the three days ago and I was staring at myself in the mirror. That was when it hit me that I couldn’t stand the sight of myself. So to start the change today. I started the cabbage soup diet. I know that isn’t the way to lose weight that you plan to keep off, but it is a start. after the nasty cabbage soup I am going to join WW online. I hope this sight will help also.

I will tell you about my bad habits later.